Wednesday, February 28, 2007
suddenly, there was this thought. or should it be a realization.
i came to a conclusion after thoughts that i actually have no one else if my boy ever leaves. you see, i may have some closer friends, but none of which really shows their concern expressively. in fact, they weren't the ones i was excited to talk to when something great/bad happened in my life. take for eg, when i had a boyfriend, i actually didn't tell any one of the 2 of them. cos i always had the mindset that they won't care, and will definitely give me a "so?" answer. because seriously, none of the two actually really cared about any major changes in my life. its really sad, i realize i have no true friends, and i even think that i'm miserable because i tell nobody about anything in my life, other than writing it here, or somewhere. but in fact, i'd really love to share it with somebody. to be honest, i'm jealous of people who have friends where they can go "omg we need to talk i have the greatest secret to tell you!!!" because i can never do that to any of my self regard close friends. sometimes i even think people ask me just because they are busybody about my life, and not because they geninuely truly want to know/care.
so it bolts down to the point that i truly envy people with great friends who really care. and it also made me realize that other than family, alfred wong makes the biggest part in my life, simply because i feel like i have no friends.
on another note, today was spent with samchanyanting and i got myself a cute shirt. & when i went to check schedule, somebody said my top loooks nice ::))
torn6:54 AM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
today we went shopping and i bought my empire ruch top and its super pretty i think :D tmr will be shopping with sam and my mum's getting me the petshop tee and its super cute.
oh, and today we adopted bear andrew :) haha.
torn6:16 AM
Monday, February 26, 2007
you know people hates you when you have to repeat yourselves 5 times to 5 people, and none of them still want to answer you, until you get so pissed you go make pop your popcorn, and you turn back to attend to them and they are still busy with discussing "EH where's my 2 dollars!" assholes chao ah beng.
and you know maybe your colleague is secretly jealous/hates you when she tries to close the cash drawer while you are in the middle of putting money into it. no big deal, just that i shouted ouch. and you know you won't want to be her friend when she leaves you and goes off to no where after a meeting/briefing blah blah. yeah i just don't like being "trashed" aside. sucks ah.
so anyway. i have two red scars on my wrist cos popcorn happily flew there :) after work on sun, he came over and we watched just follow law. and i have a gv moomoo pencil tin cos i made jongshing give me the one in the drawer in front of alfred! haha! and i was asking alfred if he saw jongshing's change of expression when he saw him. HAHAHA ok whatever what the hell.
he stayed over. and fetched me to nso today. after that we came home to do things together!! woodcraft together ( :D ), eat together, watch tv together, playstation together, fall asleep together. omg i love. passport making tmr!
so its less than a month to madradshopping with the 2 bitches, missing the family and the boyfriend, disappearence from work, blah blah :) mixed feeling.
torn7:13 AM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
today is just plain unlucky.
firstly, our kbox tripped was cancelled because alex had diarhoea. then, bf injured himself while he was rushing to meet me, which made me worried sick and touched (somehow). after that we developed our photos and the woman was damn rude (this one not instant one HOR!) and i was damn pissed so i commented loudly in the shop. when it was dinner time, our initial plan of having porridge brought us to wanzai and the 2 woman beside our table kept staring at us so i had to make a comment:
bf : why they keep staring at us ah?
me : yeah man! what's their problem.
bf : ok don't stare back at them.
me : *very loudly* people stare at us why we cannot stare back at them. just stare la!
and then. we went to crystal jade for dinner. and when the bill came the woman was damn rude so i asked her why is she so rude! haha. i think i'm cranky.
point made! but today was loveeeee. after i brought him to the doctor, where he kept saying
omg stitching will be damn pain please don't stitch we played PS2 omg it was damn fun and funny. ("stop snatching my machine gun!!"). when we went to say goodbye to his grandma, his parents came back so i got a bit paiseh hahaha.
now we are talking on msn. i'm damn touched i cried. haha. sometimes i just know this boy can be mine for a really long time.
torn8:04 AM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
breakfast at macs
norbit
marcus and his "how many scoops of cheese do you want"
lift up to 8th floor and back to 1st
bus to yishun and back
i met clement today! been long. haha & the first thing he asked me was "eh not working already ah?" come on! do i look like i have that little determination!! and clement reminds me of the happy feet toy he picked up and gave me that time! haha. and somehow, clement reminds me of aaron. speaking of which, aaron that idiot said he'll come and visit me with ljs but he never did so. and it reminds me that bastard nigel (HAHAHA!!) said he'll come down to buy popcorn from me. ok alfred will so be jealous. imagine he comes down with a bouquet of flowers or something! hahaha ok the past is the past! :D
*** i just learnt about a pretty shocking news seriously.
i hope he treats you good. really really :)
(even though you kept it from me and he told me because i'm trustable!)
torn10:24 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007
its a love/hate relationship for cny
work suck (bigtimes) when :
1. the butter for cupcorn is hard like rock if i throw it on the floor i think it'll leave a crack, yeah yeah whatever i like to exaggerate.
2. your partner disappears just when there are alot of patrons
3. patrons are big fuckass people
small boy: ONE CUP CORN!!
me : *shut up bastard, don't shout at me*
sb : more cheese!!
me : this is not cheese.
sb : can i have more of this????
me : *this boy is so irritating*
sb : MORE CHEESE!!
me : *shut up boy!* this is NOT CHEESE!!
sb : QUICK QUICK
me : *if you want a whole cube of cheese in your stupid little cup of corn, then you can have it almost immediately, so don't quick me and shout at me because i don't owe you a living and i don't need your $2 sales because there were so many more people. fucking boy.*
me : sorry mdm, can you queue that way please?
bitch : (to husband) does it matter?
oh bitch yes it does not matter to you because its just position difference, but yes it does matters to me cos you can try standing in my shoes, with people around the counter saying their orders.
so yeah. work sucks during cny because there are so many patrons, irritating ones.
on the other hand, his parents gave me a big angbao the amount of their own children! :D i'm so happy yippeeeeeee!!
torn7:05 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
hi, tmr i'm going to my bf's house to pay his parents a visit incase they think i'm some snobbish person so yeah i'm going gong xi fa cai i'm wearing little miss naughty and i'm brilliant thanks.
and kachang sucks don't call me kachang puteh woman cos i hate the heat from the steamer and btw sweet corn stinks :)
anyway, guess who i saw just now!! ok, mr john. of all people. initially i thought he couldn't recognize me so i just action action make corn. and when i peep a bit, he winked at me. hahaha!! and it was just embarrassing and funny. you know what! i used to think he has a crush on me cos everytime he sees me (whether i'm having tution with him, another tcher, or outside) he'll wink at me! HAHAHAHAH!!
on another note, happy birthday to the ex kachang queen ong ruibing :D
torn8:46 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
you are the one that lies close to me
whispers i miss you quite terribly
i fell in love, in love with you suddenly
now there's no place else i could be but,
waking up to you and laying around in bed for 1andahalf hours was absolutely love :)
& i'll be going to his godma and his house tmr omgzxzzzzz!
torn8:04 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
yesterday was easily the best day i had for a long time. nothing special happened, but i just felt everything was absolutely loveeeeee!
we met in the morning, had our yummy breakfast at hans, where he gave me the
love meiyin pledge out of no reason :), took a train down to town, and fulfil our urge to take neoprint. the picture turned out really pretty pretty i'll show you guys another time! haha. and after that it was off to marina to catch epic movie. speaking of which, i didn't understnad why he was laughing like LOL kind cos i thought it was really lame. haha! so since he quite liked the show, i should say we've wasted 8$ cos the show = cheap production, cheap laughs! haha.
before the show, we shopped around marina and i finally bought my zara grey skinnies omgzxz can you imagine my excitement!! haha. and later it was off to alter it, dinner, and home sweet home to catch the 9pm show omg elvin! haha.
he stayed over last night and we played minesweeper with rb last night, chat with alex about our thurs kbox trip. and we shared a cup of noodles it was yummyyyy :D haha.
now he is home, and i miss him :)
torn11:05 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
do you know,
if you are a tear drop
in my eye,
for fear of losing you
i won't cry.
torn6:06 AM
*2 blog post in one day is cool :D!
ok, imagine the horror.
i flipped through the work schedule pages,
couldn't find my name under candybar section,
almost fainted,
thinking that i'm going to do floor and pick up litter,
change poster again,
i looked at the floor section.
no EUNICE as well.
and i finally found my name at the little section,
labelled kachang.
people!
i'm going to be a kachang puteh woman!
so, today. i was suppose to report to work at 8.55, and i didn't even know i'm working, so i was happily on the train to school with yl when jen called. haha.
i'm joining the fop! yeay so it means i'm going to be a faciliator, which allows me to bully new goondu nerdo sp freshmen! HAHA.
after briefing, themadwoman & i went to hvillage for lunch, and then after that to parkway. bus ride was never so fun. really. i laughed till i teared and my stomach shout ouch. LOVE that mad woman tanyenleng when she can forget image and make me laugh like god knows what! haha.
dear kitty, i aint no alex! :D hahaha!
torn4:09 AM
early in the morning, we met, had our breakfast at my fav bk (!), popped over to bugis, and had a great, and not to mention, funny experience. we came out of the shop happily with this:
ok, whatever us, but its a first, & we love it! so next time we are going to keep any gold coins given to us as change and use it on these kiddo machines :D then after that, we went to his house to watch antbully, and i saw his ahma omg it was nervous but no choice ah i can't hide cos his grandm already came into the living room =/ so yeah after ant bully, we had a rather romantic time doing THIS! :
& don't say we are mad, cos we had a great time camwhoring!
so yeah, i did him strawberrychoc and a bottle of hearts with a lovely card,
(its yumyum!)
and this is my vday present, nothing very expensive, but absolutely lovely. :)
so dear alfred, happy veeday. do not let me down again :(
torn3:47 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
i can't believe what i did :)
yesterday before the chalet, i met alex in the morning at cck, took a bus down to limbang mkt (& i looked like tortoise looking around for the right stop), grabbed my red straws, took a cab down to causeway point for kfc, then took 168 to ikea to buy my jar for the straws, bus to tampines to put down the stuffs, and headed to tm for a stroll. & later, it was our class chalet. busy day. haha. got home to continue his vday giftttt, till about 2? finally my eyes couldn't take it. haha.
got up at 7.30 this morning to head to shop&save! lousy cos they don't have anything i'm looking for. so i walked to tm, and waited for ntuc to open at 9!! :) bought the necessary things, and now i'm at yenleng's house, just did what i want to do! yippeeeeeeee his card is also ready. we are ready for vday goondus. :) but no plans. any suggestions? haha.
its the first time i witness all the aunties rushing into ntuc when it opens :D
love you. :)
torn7:06 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
HI!!!!! today, i was not late for work and i'm so happy omg and can you believe it i made cheese and yeay there are not many customers and it was so free i earned a total of 400++ woohooo fairly well and its something so happy whoopeeeeee and i had ljs for breakfast cum lunch and i love the chicken not very tender but just nice imagine and i saw my friend and WOOHOO its so fun seeing a friend i think i've never seen a friend before and now i'm home i have yummy delicious fishball noodles and i'm happy i have food oh did i mention that tmr i'm having a class chalet i don't think i'll be staying cos i can't be bothered too but nonetheless there's bbq food long time since i ate it whooppeeee exciting. (oh, there's no fullstops in that paragraph!!!!!!)
ok. ya ya whatever. i was just trying to make myself feel happy. to no avail.
i don't know why, but today was just bitch/miserable/sad/whatever words you like. yuck. yeah so i'm home now. whatever whatever yada yada i feel like sleeping :(
torn7:04 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
i'm feeling really happy right now because i had a really great day today! have pics, but i can't upload it right now. haha. but yeah i'm just REALLY happy yippeeeeeeeee :D zoo was loveeeee.
sam tmr to town, get his vday stuff, &&& SHOP!
torn7:38 AM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
so in that 2 hours paper today, i spent one hour doing it (not because i was so pro in doing statistic, its seriously because i couldn't do fuckloads. so yeah, the alot alot of freetime), and the other hour thinking if i should switch to another course (read: hospitality & tourism), not to mention look at the two birds outside the window.
so anyway. this switching course thing really hit me today. cos usually i'll just get it off my head, comforting myself that soon i'll love accounting (yuck!) and pass it off as a casual remark. but i know it just can't be avoided, yunno, switching course. so you think i should? initially it was "ok, if i forward any modules i'll switch to hospitality!", but now, its "ok, i
should switch course cos i don't want to graduate with such a crapshit gpa." really, can you just imagine me tapping away on the calculator, doing accounting for my attachment? omgzxz. won't it be a mucher better imagination if i'm in
hot hotel/wherever nice uniform, going all "hi welcome! :D" yes. so. i. should. start. giving. this. a. serious. thought.
in case you'll think this is going to be a boring post. oh come on! haha. hey kiddos, today marks the end of my exams omg!! its freedomssssss. haha. so we went to vivocity today. with not much a thought, or guilt that 'shits its the exams tmr!!' haha say yeay three cheers. i've got quite alot of activities coming up so whoopeeeeee :D
ZOO
meeting sammmmmm
work
work
class chalet
class chalet
vday <3>
get ready for funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
torn8:02 AM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
miscommunication, or should it be, too little communication?
torn5:21 AM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
to the penguin head at
gv who disturbs me 24/7, please stop doing so. you're pissing the shits out of me already. what's with disturbing me and getting irritated ! you're so fucking irritating i'm so going to start hating you now ONWARDS. when i asked you to stop disturbing me, i don't think i deserve a yaya whatever when its absolutely your fault so disturbing me. you're harassing me i'm thinking of calling the police to harrass you. (yes i'm that irritated) i don't have all the time in the world, and you are definitely not going to even be a fraction of my life. i don't owe you a living, i don't deserve your attitude, and its fucking obvious you are the one who's disturbing me and talking shit 24/7. stop it, before i go about changing my number, and canceling you completely out of my life, by quitting/killing/arresting you whatever. i even want to quit so that i ahve absolutely no attachment to you AT ALL. you're such a pest in my life and i'd appreciate it if you stop being in my life, cos i don't need anyone like you ! stop it, stop it ! you're seriously an asshole. i'd appreciate it if you get lost.
*i only lost my cool because of his fucking attitude when he's the one disturbing me 24/7. he doesn't understand it that my boyf doesn't like it and i don't want to msg him!
excuse this post. its ranting.
torn3:27 AM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
had to bid 7bucks goodbye because i don't know what. was it carelessness or what? but i'm very sure i was really really careful today when collecting money etc. so where did that 7bucks go ass *#&%(@*@) i'm irritated. ok, so now eunice, learn a lesson, don't switch counters with people! or you have yourself to blame when money goes missing and you have to pay for it. but of cos i'm not saying that people took it. its carelessness i suppose. its just that i'd rather know that it was due to myself that the money went *poof.
that aside, i just bought a fcuk shirt for 5 wtf dollars! omgzxz. i like :) haha.
*its not like you're the only one vexed. the last thing i want is to end the night arguing with you and feeling upset about us & the day. :( fuck it.
torn4:36 AM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
rmb how we built our "homes" with lego bricks?
rmb how we move pokemon toys around polly pocket houses?
rmb how we played doctor?
rmb how we get excited over lantern?
rmb how we play monopoly, and scramble?
rmb how we laughed at each other?
rmb how we watch each other play games?
rmb how we brave the night together?
rmb how everything was so easy and free?
today's the pacc test. depreciation let me down.
& dear you,
sorry.
i was just afraid of change. afraid that things will go wrong when we take a higher leap.
torn6:11 AM
